Weird to be back

I have found it very surreal coming home. I have loved being away, and not seeing the normal day to day running of Richmond has been fine. However coming home and walking through town on my way to Ballet brought back a mixture of feelings again. I know we have had a wonderful time, but seeing everyone and hearing about their normal day to day stuff, school etc does make me question my decision again. I am sure about what we have chosen to do but I can't help but feel like this when I see everyone living a normal life. I have the normal worries about whether Isabella is missing out on seeing her old friends and being in a classroom with everyone doing spelling tests etc. I have to keep reminding myself that she is happy. We are also happy as a family.